December 2010
10 posts
“HAF, DGAF.”
6552.) Depression is not a sign of weakness, it is...
caylie0917:
this gives me so much hope
Kinda true
Blame it on the rain by heiswe.
You got me caught in all this mess.
I guess we can blame it on the rain.
My pain is knowing I can't have you.
I can't have you.
Tell me.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me, am I crazy?
Am I crazy?
I catch my breath.
The one you took the moment you entered the room.
My heart, it breaks at the thought
Of her holding you.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me, am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?
Maybe I'm alone in this,
But I find peace in solitude
Knowing if I had but just one kiss
This whole room would be glowing.
We'd be glowing.
We'd be glowing.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me, am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me, am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?
.
everything i thought i knew was wrong.
everything i hide is out.
every wall i’ve ever put up is crumbled to pieces.
every feeling i feel.
every person i see is a stranger
everything is everywhere.
everything has changed
nothing nothing nothing is the same.
“THOUGHTS ARE POISON IN MY VEINS.”
– forget about it. reading is dumb.
dfjsdjkfds
i never thought i would be selfish.
is this me being selfish.
i have no clue.
when it comes to being undecided. im the queen.
need to focus on getting back on the road of making my life simple.
i cant cant cant.
two things» telling me two answers»which one do i listen to when they are both right?! » then it transforms into making choices » how to i make choices...
risky business
how the hell am i going to gain ANYTHING if im not will to lose EVERYTHING?
i guess this means no more hiding behind my walls, because the image of protecting myself is really just me hurting myself… by using protection it’ll only cause negitive effects on my behalf; therefore me being vunerable, will end up being benifical.
sooooo if im vunerable and it backfires, well atleast i tried, i mean...
“ The pain reminds me im alive and the music drowns me back into a dark...”
– brain cellls